running out of golden ink.

It's such a sad thing when heart pain become in real pain. At least, I can say that I'm feeling something when most of time it's just so numbed. However feeling pain is like get a slap when you wanted a hug so bad. But what I really want? It's so hard to find out.

It seems so right but I never felt that it was like fairytale. And even that I try, I can't stop waiting the day that it will be. By now it has been just about wait and wish, i can't help feeling that it'll never end. It never did any time before.