I love you

And I miss you dearly.

I miss your ground that guide me out of a dull existence.

[I never truly existed before you;]

Actually, I am afraid I cease to exist whenever you are gone.

You are in my mouth

My tongue                             

My thoughts

Myself.

Nevertheless, we are the ones that can never be.

 There is an ocean, a mountain and a river between home and myself.

There are papers and plans and stamps and ties and colours and life itself.

However, I am forever afraid that I will never be until we are again.

[Even so, I am forever sad that even forever would not be enough].